Vanilla Sky.

No longer searching for validation in the faces of foes that are dead behind the eyes, I have grown stronger than ever before, as I realize that a new moon will always rise in my vanilla sky. Although my horizon may have gone grim, growing greyer upon each further glance, I am slowly learning to accept fate, and leave the rest to pomp and circumstance. Creatures of the night, that I once called friends, have become caricatures of themselves; my time alone, and new found inner strength have aided me on my never-ending journey to discover where my dreams now dwell. Enticed and exhilarated, I now see that I am able to pull through and endure, things that others have only feared in the past, I am no longer the curse, but instead, I hold the keys that will unlock the cure. Sycophants sullenly seek to silence the sunrise behind my eyes, flattery once got them everywhere but now I see through the endless lies. Grandiosity, delusions, and schizophrenic rants and raves, will soon be the hieroglyphics of my archaic past that will be found by future generations inside their caves. Brilliance attempted to befriend me, but I chose the beauty that my eyes beheld, your demons and their witchery were the reasons that even I became be-spelled. Resplendent cacophonies and their musicality that dances inside my mind, remind me of the melodies that met misery; envious, and always unkind. Religion ridiculed me, rained rabidly on my head, but I fraudulently remained to fight, choosing flight instead. Nurture was my nature, Freud was speechless when he met me as well; Marxism sealed the deal, and sent me sailing towards my own socialistic Hell. I conveniently knew how to lie, and thus play the game by the time I had turned six, whilst all the other little girls and boys were still teeming with excitement over mindless magic tricks. Faster than the speed of light, my neutrinos never fail to awe or shock, I am increasingly unlocking my own happiness, and finding the shepherd that will lead my fallen flock. Brick by boring brick, I beam as I build myself a new life, devoid of negativity, embedded with empathy, and full of the fluorescence achieved without a single drop or slice of sombre strife. I aim for immortality injected directly into my veins, the infinite energy will be the building blocks and foundation of my new brain. Another Earth parallel to the universe that exists inside my soul, will be the guidance that I need to heal, and regenerate so I can prosper, and regain securely stable self control.