Monday, November 15, 2010

Agape.

Dreaming whilst conscious is something I thought to be impossible until you entered my life. Prior to this, I thought that this feeling was only true in fairy tales; enchanted, I take your hand and dance dazedly in a room full of strangers unconcerned with whether anyone is watching. They might stare, and criticize, but they fail to see the amber fire that flickers fiercely behind my eyes. Your velvet kisses that make me weak, and your touch that makes me blush, have added more purpose to my smile, as I'm helplessly inside your clutch. The hunter has become the hunted now that you are here with me, it was only possible once I stopped myself from searching for a cause to be happy. I found the cure inside myself, as real happiness comes from within; much to my chagrin, I refuse to stop myself from falling. The days I spend with you are reminiscent of paradise, the warmth that you emanate is now all I need to feel enticed. Nights with you are blissful, as I feel your heart beat against my chest, your scent is the antidote whenever I feel depressed. I yearn for nothing more than to hold you in my arms until the day I die, to feel the sweet solitude that overpowers me whenever I gaze into your starry eyes. The stars above are green with envy for the ways in which you shine, our paths align weaving vulnerability as I remove the walls that prevent you from being mine. My Berlin come crashing down, leaving me in its wake, as I trip, stumble, and fall headfirst into consciousness, and I am finally awake. The sweetest thing that I have ever felt has come in the form of your kiss, the touch of your lips, and the fragrance of your breath are now all I need in order to exist. Wrapped in your love, your skin soothes me like manna from above. I gaze dazedly into your eyes and feel the heat of a thousand suns rise. Hypnotized, I catch my breath, as our bodies rise and fall as one, you are the reason, and the cure to the pain that had tricked me into believing that it had won. Stunned, I close my eyes, and open my heart to the beauty of our song, in my dreams I have prepared myself for this for what feels like far too long. I crossed the seven seas only to encounter you, even dared to search far, and wide, when I should have realized instead that our paths would one day collide. Shaken awake violently from a nightmare that I thought would never end, my saviour has come thank you for rescuing me from myself, and making an effort to be my friend. I have emerged victorious from my self-imposed exile in a cage for my cocoon, with majesty, I spread my wings remarkably, and fly towards the moon. It illuminates me from the inside out, I glow with the intensity of a euphoric firefly, as I prostrate in gratitude from the bliss that has assisted me shed my previous skin, defiled by dreary doubts. Drowning in a wave of passion, my body shivers with positivity and joy, you are my addiction, and I will be your toy. Whip me, and restrain me, my agape has been deployed. It can only go up and get better from here, as you have pushed away the pain and alleviated all of my fears; wiped my tears of sadness and replaced them with celebratory cheers. Forever thine, forever mine, forever ours it will remain; elated that my heart, mind, body, and soul are in agreement once again.

Monday, November 08, 2010

Flight.

Serene, as the blues and aqua greens wash over me, cleansing my soul of toxicity. Your eyes have lit my path, and I am in the dark no more, relieved to finally be disassociated from wrath. I take your hand trustingly, knowing that like my shepherd you will not lead me asunder or astray. As certain as the sun, I know that you will rise in the east, and set in the west at the end of my days. A night spent with you is as surreal as Dali's dreams realized through art; your name now circulates with my blood throughout my body, continuously passing through my heart. On Noah's ark, you would have surely been the partner that made my pair complete, yours is the kind of beauty that could never become obsolete. The three wishes I had been granted need not be fulfilled now that you have arrived, conscious of you now, I wonder how prior to you I had ever survived. Alive, oxygen fills my lungs with a fervour that puts fire to shame; torrid and blazing as it lights me up, making me exclaim your name. Blood rushes to my head causing it to swell with desire, you will be the greatest victory once you are acquired. Trojan warriors could not claim to reap such luxurious spoils of war, your seductive lips and sensual kiss are further reasons why it is you that I adore. Captured in your web, you were the predator to my prey; the hunter became the hunted, making me feel as fragrant and desired as the most flowery bouquet. I close my eyes and envision you deep within my mind, and long to take away your blues, liberating you from the past in which you were once confined. My love is refined, sophistication and romance will fill the pages that align this chapter of our lives, I will let you come as long as you communicate to me when it is that you will arrive. My house is only a home when inhabited by the warmth of your demulcent touch against my skin, my decadence alleviated, I take you in my arms and hold you, as we create poignant melodies played upon our violins. You can play the innocent prisoner, as I pretend to be the jilted jailer jangling your freedom's keys; convince me to release you, charm and soothe me like the seven seas. Your radiance beguiles me, inveigles then obfuscates my sanity; you are the reason I smile from the inside out, my spirits lifted like the bourgeoisie. Like the finest champagne, your love bubbles inside my chest; no longer depressed, I can attest to the fact that I will be the one who will love you best. Amazed, I rock side to side in search of solace as if entranced and in a daze, you are the burning embers that caused the fire that has passionately set my insides ablaze. Spread your wings as we prepare to take flight and escape through a newly opened door; this one will surely lead to ecstasy galore as insanity does not live here anymore. Fly away with me, let us soar throughout the skies; thank you for quickly becoming another reason why the sun rises behind my eyes.

Wednesday, November 03, 2010

Bliss.

A weekend of ecstasy and sheer, unadulterated bliss sealed with the most sensuous, and seductive kiss. A kiss from a rose would not be as sweet, as laying in your arms and listening to your heartbeat. I thank the Gods above for leading me right to you, for taking away the blues, and allowing me to feel something so pure, and true. You have captured my heart, and my soul follows along; I cannot wait to collaborate with you to create the most beautiful songs. I yearn to show you that you can be happy, too, if you take my hand and follow me to a land where we can start anew. I will make you my prince and bestow you with endless love, just as long as you stay faithful and push never turns to shove. I refuse to accept all the things I would reject in the past. Lying and cheating will only make love grow old fast; with you, I long to do everything right. Undo the wrongs I have done, and finally take flight. With new eyes, and an updated perspective on life, I am able to realize that life does not need to be synonymous with strife. You have shown me that it goes on and gets better, when you are cold at night, my arms will be your sweater. Holding you and feeling your breath against my cheeks renewed me with a passion for life that will follow me for weeks. Enchanted, I am aglow at the thought of the adventures on which we will go; filled with excitement and frissons of awe, as I trace my finger along your jaw. I am certain that we will go together quite well, complement one another like the beast and Belle. Although we are both the beauties in this equation, an hour with you will surely become the most special occasion. You have chased away my sorrows and revived the laughter that once soothed my soul, I will wipe your tears in return, and give you my shoulders, always ready to console. Thank you for coming into my life at the most perfect time, so sublime as kissing you is the sweetest crime. I envision our future full of vibrancy and light, you are the kind knight that has helped me take flight. You have lit me on fire from the inside out, ablaze throughout my body and soul, without room for a single doubt. I will honour you and drown you in adoration and respect, just make sure you reciprocate and remain just as perfect. I guarantee you a lifetime of happiness, no more need to be burdened by tears, suspicions or fears; no magic tricks or lies, I am and will forever remain exactly as I appear.

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