At half past five each Friday, Samuel keyed-in his security alarm's four-digit code, closing his office for the weekend. He tightly clutched his chestnut leather briefcase, before hurrying to catch the first train home. Conceding to the defeat of his heavy-framed tortoise-shell Armani glasses while they cut into the bridge of his nose; Samuel unlocked his apartment door, greeted Madge, his cat, and then kicked off his alligator shoes. It was no secret at work that he was gay, but their jaws would drop if they ever found out he spent his weekends dancing in skin-tight dresses, as a British woman named Samantha Fox. Samantha had existed just as long as Samuel had known that he was queer. She came to life, one magical day when he looked in a mirror but instead of his reflection, she appeared. He turned up the speakers...
Accident-prone yet bulletproof, resilience courses through my veins. After pulling shrapnel from my own hell-bent self-destruction, all I was left with was me. Through embracing my darkness, I found the light. Here lives a collection of poetry, prose, and reflections on trauma, survival, desire, and becoming.