Thursday, July 15, 2010

Lonely You.

I want to crack your bones and make you a stew, full of ingredients that collaborate to create poor, pathetic you. One spoon of ignorance to represent your mind, always stubbornly refusing to see that you are hardly one of a kind. A dash of lies to symbolize your worth, you are a waste of breathing air that defiles this Earth. Two cups of delusion to add fire to the flame, you should be ashamed for always pointing the finger and never accepting the blame. A recipe for disaster of epic proportions, your traumatic design should have been aborted. I am liberated and devoid of your pubescent games, I will surpass your place in life, as you die alone muttering my name. You are the most pathetic of God's creatures in this land, even more so than insects in the sand. I abhor you for seeking pity from others without ever admitting your own faults, you slander my good name like I am the wound, while you are simply made of salt. A curse upon your house that I strive to one day blow down, like a king, you act entitled to the world when you fail to see that you are devoid of a crown. When it all falls down and you mature, becoming self-aware, you will yearn for forgiveness as you seek out your friends, and be clueless when there's nobody there. The Earth cries to purge itself of infantile men like you, as you sting the eyes of women and children alike, similar to a cheap shampoo. I should have been wise enough to flee when I saw the red flags, better late than never, life with you was such a drag. All cried out now, I march onward to the promised land, your magic has run out and your wish is no longer my command. Continue to fill your cup with greed as it overflows, I naively dared to kiss your thorny lips, had you mistaken for a rose. You have ripped my heart out of my chest, yet I still rise above, a heart jaded by your jest is unnecessary in matters of real love. Oppressed by your own quest, you will always falter, you are the opposite of blessed, and will remain so until you alter. I was addicted to your drug until I realized that it was the cause for my disease, all of your wrongdoings will come back to you, and not in twos but threes. You will die a miserable death alone atop your bed of money, as my own will resonate throughout the world because I am as sweet as honey. You failed to be a man and instead emerged from your hole as a mouse, catch fire and take flame in your glass house that stubbornness has doused. I cringe at the thought of encountering you again, I would much rather plunge from the sky and drown, coffined within a plane. Your emptiness astounds me to this very day, I should have known your head was hollow when I realized your life was in disarray. Caged within the darkness caused by your own introversion, you need to be re-socialized for you were my most profound perversion. No more wasting my time with you, I will swallow my food from now on, before I bite off more than I can chew. I used your abuse as a catalyst for my own personal growth, under oath now as I admit that I was the water that kept us both afloat. Shameless in your selfishness, shallow waters will surely shut you down. As I walk away from your malodorous stench, my smile returns to stay, no longer a faithful frown. You were the decay that was always reminiscent of the most repugnant landfills, the murderer of my marine life, you were my oil spill. I am forever through with your disgusting deprecation, search for me and you will find a sign informing you of my valiantly eternal vacation. Rescued from the deathlike future I would have shared with you, I tie my laces, regain my composure and bid your lonely world adieu.

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