Accident-prone yet bulletproof, resilience courses through my veins. After plucking out the shrapnel from my own Hell-Bent self-destruction, all I was left with was me. Through embracing my darkness, I found the light. Here lie a sordid collection of POETRY, PROSE, AND REFLECTIONS on the traumas & triumphs along the way.
Monday, July 26, 2010
Inception
Disguised in a coat of your own lies, the truth hides behind your eyes sending frissons of terror up and down my spine. From the moment you were mine, I knew something was off, as you lustfully electrocuted my heart and made me cough. The shock of finding you plotting my assassination made me lose my breath, you were my most fickle fascination. You pervaded my mind and rewired my brain, until I was morbidly mundane; it was not an admirable state, just heckled with habitual hate. I created a monster, you were my Frankenstein, as you ravaged my England with your flawed design. Lightning and thunder cowered in shame when you were around, as you reaped my soul and I was happily homeward bound. You were the thorn that cut my insides, filled my heart with bitterness then tossed me aside. You were the zit that refused to leave, as you weaved stories that you expected me to believe. Naive no more, I have walked out the door into a life of my own. I am the king now, you have been dethroned. Swallow your pride and prepare to be hung, my swan song is sung as I remove your tongue. You slandered my name and made me out to be the beast, you were hardly the beauty, nor were you the priest. Holier than thou until you realized your faults, reap what you sow or prepare for my acidulous assault. My massive attack will consist of missiles and blows, as you hoard all the cocaine that you can up your nose, ready yourself to be exposed. You were rarely the victim yet played the martyr card so well, for your lies and treachery, you will surely rot with the worst within the depths of Hell. Pray for your soul and repent your heavy sins, or watch idly by as I rebuild the wall in your personal Berlin. I will imprison you in a house built by your own shame, you should have run for the hills instead of trying to defeat me at my own game. Always lame, you rarely conquered, never came. Gather your senses or embrace my hits, as you will surely need them for this battle of wits. Your intellect failed to generate even the slightest response from me, you were insipid on your brightest day; the worst company. I regret that you were the one I picked, I should have been able to predict that you were entirely derelict. I abandoned your ship in the high seas, cut my losses finally, you were my disease. Freedom reigns as I have triumphed yet again, captured by rapture, no longer afraid or insane. The aftermath of us erupts with rancid puss, creating the worst chemical reaction to date, you were as deadly as phosphorus. Your cheating ways have expired along with your birthdays, it was more than necessary, your life in shambles, and total disarray. The next time you attempt to gain someone's trust, practice what you preach or prepare to spontaneously combust. The shock wave of our tsunami love has freed the inhabitants of the earth, liberating me in the process, I can finally see my worth. Your villainous vigour is now obsolete, cower in fear when you encounter me in the streets. Hatred filled every pore and fibre of my being, I have since gained the release that I needed, no longer in moments so fleeting. Cured of the cancer you conjured into my life, from the moment of inception, I knew you would cause me much strife. I stripped away your layers revealing the scared little boy that you really were, watched you fall apart with such haste as your pathetic life replayed before our eyes in a blur, what a waste. You were the misconception that I needed to understand, your deception was unwelcome so I took a stand. Karma will surely teach you the lesson you need to learn, refusing to add fuel to the fire, I choose to remain noble, satisfied that you will surely burn.
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