Satisfied in my own skin, I no longer feel the need to question whether I will encounter an end to my suffering. Calm, collected, and cool, I refuse to continue to be everybody's fool. There were days past where my heart's truth leaked from my sleeve until I found the strength within to finally get up and leave. I am the beauty now although I was once the beast, as I forced myself to realize that I had simply been settling for the least. Here I rise, growing taller than the trees, I will be sky high, you will even feel my spirit in the warm, summer breeze. A glimpse into my eyes will take you on a carousel ride, round and round you will go until you confide that if you had even walked a mile in my shoes, you would want to run, repress, and then hide. My transformation began with accepting my flaws, improving and maturing in the hopes of separating myself from the boy who would laugh in the face of the law. I outlive, outplay, then outlast the world's best, as I attempt to remain humble enough to not have to attest that I have survived and endured more than the rest. My demeanour remains the same and my behaviour does not change although I work hard to regain the part of my sanity that will sustain my brain. They can take my body, but never my soul or my mind; one of a kind, I will not return to being stuck in a bind but instead pretend that I have been institutionalized enough to partake in society's daily grind. Compassionate soul that I am, and occasionally too kind, I prioritize others' happiness before I even consider mine. Over, done, I need to move on, as I have strategized methods to capture their pawns. I would be a king if life was just Chess, as I have learned my lessons; I cannot be a mess. Undressed and nude but never vulnerable or rude, my path will lead to my salvation and hopefully with it, it will bring solitude. Turn envious green as you see me flying so high, I have accepted my wrath; my sorrow was merely a drive-by.
Even in deep space, your love holds me down, Your embrace has weight, and keeps me coming, back around I was on track to be a tragedy, before we collided, like stars You give me gold, you give me gravity, and it's more than fancy cars I was a lonely planet on my own Now you are the sun to my moon I orbit you and feel at home. I was in ruins, but I'm brand new. No distance between us, could break us, or tear us apart. Not miles, or minutes, not even lightyears would be too far for my arms. You light up my galaxy, our universe exists inside my heart. Closer than the others, if I'm Earth, then you are my Mars. You keep me human, keep me golden, keep me green, and grounded. Give me freedom, give me healing, eclipse me, leave me astounded. Celestially, you are the best for me, I rest my chemistry, and let you undress me. Effortlessly, you impress me, effervescent, I'm obsessing. Astro know me, come explore me, Supernova, satisfy my celestial body, cosmo comet, asteroid showe...
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