Accident-prone yet bulletproof, resilience courses through my veins. After plucking out the shrapnel from my own Hell-Bent self-destruction, all I was left with was me. Through embracing my darkness, I found the light. Here lie a sordid collection of POETRY, PROSE, AND REFLECTIONS on the traumas & triumphs along the way.
Friday, June 23, 2017
Mama.
Mama was born a fighter,
into a life of adversity,
a fate beyond her control.
She was a nurturer from the start,
and it was evident in the way
she reared her seven younger siblings,
without a single word of protest.
To say this warrior queen
came from humble beginnings
wouldn't do her abysmal upbringing any justice.
My mother came from
next to nothing,
in order to ensure that
we would not have to suffer.
A clay hut, in an indiscriminate village;
all they had were four mud walls.
Her ambition was inherent,
as every move she made was with intention.
She endured the worst, and lived to tell—
a true femme fatale in the making.
Saturday, May 13, 2017
Despot.
Convinced he was the sculptor,
as he chipped at me with a chisel.
Petrified, every time he beckoned me,
like canines called by whistle.
Rusty hangers hid the skeletons,
and all the corpses in his closet.
How desperate for love, was I,
to ignore the red flags and gossip.
First, I forewent my own happiness
in exchange for demonic demands,
my religion relied on empty promises,
that I ate directly from his hands.
Then, he moulded me like I was clay,
and cleansed me of my former self,
performed open-heart surgery
while assuring me he was my health.
Soon, I was frail as decrepit trees,
my nerves wouldn't survive the winter,
I was infected by his insecurity,
should've removed him when
he was just a splinter.
as he chipped at me with a chisel.
Petrified, every time he beckoned me,
like canines called by whistle.
Rusty hangers hid the skeletons,
and all the corpses in his closet.
How desperate for love, was I,
to ignore the red flags and gossip.
First, I forewent my own happiness
in exchange for demonic demands,
my religion relied on empty promises,
that I ate directly from his hands.
Then, he moulded me like I was clay,
and cleansed me of my former self,
performed open-heart surgery
while assuring me he was my health.
Soon, I was frail as decrepit trees,
my nerves wouldn't survive the winter,
I was infected by his insecurity,
should've removed him when
he was just a splinter.
Cold Hearted Snake.
Vulnerable as a viper
without its venom,
I might seem weaker than ever
but I'm more poisonous than pythons.
Your assets no match
for the asp I really am,
my bark is only small
because my bite belittles many men.
I might appear to be a lamb
when you see me in the streets,
but better believe I am the boa,
who constricts before he eats.
The scent of your fear
awakens the anaconda within,
before you even know it,
my fangs pierce your skin.
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