Save your misery, to darken someone else's room.
I have had my fill, it's hard to carry on.
Your rainclouds won't go away, they stain the world with gloom.
Please just leave me alone, my sympathy is all gone.
I have had my fill, it's hard to carry on.
You prey on my happiness, and chase away my dreams.
Please just leave me alone, my sympathy is all gone.
Find somebody new to abuse, as I drain the poison from my bloodstream.
You prey on my happiness, and chase away my dreams.
Your rainclouds won't go away, they stain the world with gloom.
Find somebody new to abuse, as I drain the poison from my bloodstream.
Save your misery, to darken someone else's room.
Accident-prone yet bulletproof, resilience courses through my veins. After plucking out the shrapnel from my own Hell-Bent self-destruction, all I was left with was me. Through embracing my darkness, I found the light. Here lie a sordid collection of POETRY, PROSE, AND REFLECTIONS on the traumas & triumphs along the way.
Wednesday, July 13, 2016
Sunday, July 10, 2016
#BLACKLIVESMATTER
I feel my soul crying
immediately behind my face,
the tears refuse to be released,
they only press against
the inside of my cheeks.
With heavy breath like
there is a stone weighing
down on my chest.
How am I to feel when they have
waged war against innocence.
immediately behind my face,
the tears refuse to be released,
they only press against
the inside of my cheeks.
With heavy breath like
there is a stone weighing
down on my chest.
How am I to feel when they have
waged war against innocence.
Retreating into myself for I am
unsure of how I can help.
As futile as prayer or tossing
coins into a wishing well.
unsure of how I can help.
As futile as prayer or tossing
coins into a wishing well.
Take my hand, the least I can
do is comfort you.
do is comfort you.
Breaking down, I fall apart
from hearing the news.
from hearing the news.
What can I do to assist
my brothers and sisters,
when privilege reigns in this
poorly built system of resistance.
my brothers and sisters,
when privilege reigns in this
poorly built system of resistance.
No weapon formed against us
was ever supposed to prosper.
was ever supposed to prosper.
Who am I to trust when
I can't even have
faith in the gospel.
I can't even have
faith in the gospel.
Perhaps I am naive to continue
carrying my dreams,
although they might as well
be held in coffins.
Leaving me burdened as they
strip me of my conscience.
carrying my dreams,
although they might as well
be held in coffins.
Leaving me burdened as they
strip me of my conscience.
The current state of affairs
has left me feeling hopeless.
has left me feeling hopeless.
Has the whole world gone blind
or have we just become desensitized?
or have we just become desensitized?
Numb to the injustice
that has become as natural
as the clouds that stain
the cliched, clear blue skies.
We need a revolution,
or at least a resolution.
or at least a resolution.
There is no humanity when
hatred has left the world polluted.
hatred has left the world polluted.
How can we continue to feign
ignorance to these circumstances?
ignorance to these circumstances?
Once, I learned that race was
just a social construct
and I almost believed it,
until I opened my eyes
and saw all the inherent
corruption that exists.
just a social construct
and I almost believed it,
until I opened my eyes
and saw all the inherent
corruption that exists.
Fabricated to create
a rift between us,
separating, segregating,
sedating and now
it cannot be reversed.
a rift between us,
separating, segregating,
sedating and now
it cannot be reversed.
Perhaps focusing on all
that we have in common,
instead of drawing lines
designed by our differences
could bridge the distances
between us.
that we have in common,
instead of drawing lines
designed by our differences
could bridge the distances
between us.
We shall overcome!
There is power in numbers.
There is power in numbers.
Shameful to think brutality
is what it took to awaken
the sleeping from their slumber.
is what it took to awaken
the sleeping from their slumber.
Who can say what
we might accomplish,
if we aspired to undo
the centuries of brainwashing
until all of the hate is abolished.
When we bond together
ignoring their profiling
of races; we can heal
and free ourselves from
oppression and its cages.
we might accomplish,
if we aspired to undo
the centuries of brainwashing
until all of the hate is abolished.
When we bond together
ignoring their profiling
of races; we can heal
and free ourselves from
oppression and its cages.
Edhi.
You are familiar with ISIS, Boko Haram,
and I believe you even know the Muffin Man.
Bin Laden, Saddam Hussein, and Gaddafi
are other famous names who fit
the narrative that demonizes Islam.
But I can guarantee, without a doubt,
that you have never heard
that you have never heard
of the recently deceased Abdul Sattar Edhi,
for he was insignificant despite his existence
as a polarizing figure focused on the needy.
for he was insignificant despite his existence
as a polarizing figure focused on the needy.
His altruism did not allow him to see caste,
religion, or creed; Edhi embodied
asceticism despite being surrounded by greed.
Philanthropy should feel fortunate
to have benefited from his brilliance.
All jokes aside, he was nicknamed
the “Angel of Mercy” for being
one in more than two hundred million.
He created a charitable empire
despite lacking any funding.
Proving determination is all it takes to create something from nothing.
Edhi was even dubbed the “Father Theresa” of Pakistan .
But once again, I must declare that our media
purposely ignored him because he was not
another mindless member of the Kardashian clan.
Exemplary of the positive aspects of
the Abrahamic religion he followed,
Edhi rescued abandoned infants.
rehabilitated orphans,
Edhi rescued abandoned infants.
rehabilitated orphans,
and even trained nurses.
Once reproached for his assistance of Non-Muslims
in his ambulances, when he was questioned for supporting
Hindus and Christians, he classically retorted
Hindus and Christians, he classically retorted
by explaining his vehicles were better adherents
of these bigots' twisted understanding of their own religion.
So I beseech thee, why is he still relatively unknown?
Is it because his beard and style of dress fit the description
Is it because his beard and style of dress fit the description
of whom we are told to fear, by reporters we invite into our
homes?
Whatever it is, I will do my best to ensure his becomes a household
name,
he may not have wanted it whilst living, but soon his charity-work will be acclaimed.
he may not have wanted it whilst living, but soon his charity-work will be acclaimed.
Wednesday, June 15, 2016
Orlando Gloom.
There is no humanity
The world is awash in mourning;
there is no humanity.
So we must look to the helpers to save us
Let us pray for the victims, before we ensure
when hatred prevails and reigns supreme,
when we are divided by our faith,
when we are divided by our faith,
dogma, race or community.
Our focus should be on
Our focus should be on
the forty-nine innocent lives that were lost,
instead of whom to blame
instead of whom to blame
and which group we must accost.
When hatred takes over,
When hatred takes over,
ego is the sole reason a louse could feel like a man,
arrogance ignored results in fools
acting out their wicked plans.
Anyone who instills fear in others
Anyone who instills fear in others
should be labeled as a terrorist,
it should not be reserved exclusively for
it should not be reserved exclusively for
that religion from the Middle East.
What difference does it make
What difference does it make
when families are bereaved,
no amount of bleach could ever erase
these tears or this blood from the streets.
Who would have thought a city filled with Disney magic
Who would have thought a city filled with Disney magic
could experience ugliness like this,
if Mickey Mouse is not even safe
then no one really is.
The world is awash in mourning;
there is no humanity.
So we must look to the helpers to save us
from being eaten alive by insanity.
Inhumane beasts like this creature,
Inhumane beasts like this creature,
the byproduct of a corrupt society,
are proof that ignorance untreated
results in a false sense of piety.
For centuries, the battle between
For centuries, the battle between
good and evil has been fought.
Today we learned acceptance is not innate
Today we learned acceptance is not innate
and needs to be taught.
Take away their guns and weapons,
Take away their guns and weapons,
let them wage wars with words;
it's said sticks and stones
it's said sticks and stones
can break one's bones but never verbs.
It's evident now how desperately
It's evident now how desperately
we need to make a change,
exclusion is not the answer
exclusion is not the answer
as it only creates more rage.
Unless we learn to love
Unless we learn to love
and accept our fellow man,
we will always be two steps behind,
unable to accomplish all that we truly can.
Come together, right now—
as we mourn this immeasurable loss.
Come together, right now—
as we mourn this immeasurable loss.
When our safe spaces are targeted,
everybody pays the cost.
He expected to put an end
He expected to put an end
to the global community's pulse but failed.
All he accomplished was for our hearts
to beat louder to show we have prevailed.
Let us pray for the victims, before we ensure
evil of this scale never occurs again;
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