Friday, August 30, 2019

The Hardest Expression to Hide.

Words wrestle with it present, like a symphony of silence.
Downcast eyes drink in every sight to spite desire.
Sighs surge through throats-hoarse from swallowed pride.
The hurt is heaviest when I've made my mother cry.
Disregard disappointment, but you'll still find it 
behind every ache inside your weary heart. 

Agra.

I love you, world wonder—
like Shah's love for Noor Jehan
erected a Taj Mahal in Agra.
Like Mumbai city streets love 
the smoky din of rickshaws 
during rush hour traffic.

Just like Amitabh loved Rekha
in timeless Bollywood classics.
I would trade it all; every sari,
gold bangle, or string of pearl,
for a spin around the white 
ceramic floors inside the palace
of our love. 

I would forego a million fragrant jasmine petals just to fill my lungs with 
your sweet breath.
I am balsam, you are agarwood;
our passion ignites in smoke.

I bathe in the Ganges of our love;
only these waters purify me.

Joy.

Happiness is the elusive harlot whose face I recognize but rarely see, it evades me like snow fall on a Hawaiian beach.  Although the occasions on which it's revealed itself to me, were fleeting and sporadic, albeit few and far between.  

She is the harbinger of hope, the jezebel of joy; evident in strangers' smiles, and the empress of all that we enjoy.  Visible on children's faces, she lives in their laughter too, she is the gatekeeper of good vibrations, as her demeanour is quite infectious, too.

Happiness is having your loved ones at your shoulders should you need them, it is igniting their euphoria, and focusing on their fulfillment. 
Although her affection takes much effort, her fruits are worth the wait, for once she decides to smile on your fate, her loyalty always remains.

Found in the feeling of unconditional love from family pets, you can discover her dancing when there's a spring within your step. Like the radiant sun, she kisses your glowing skin; her presence fills you with warmth, and illuminates you from the outside-in.

Happiness has always been a journey, not a destination. It's centred entirely on the process, instead of on the final product.  For it is there, along this route, where the transformation occurs; as you evolve into a fantastic phoenix, you are no longer a flightless bird.

Hallelujah.

His every breath, my sustenance;
for I am weak without His voice.
Humbled by His covenant, 
in His worship we rejoice.

For God so loved the world,
he gave His only begotten son.
He has wisdom of every pearl,
thy kingdom come, thy will be done.

Give us this day our daily bread,
His kindness shows us mercy.
For our sins, our shepherd bled,
of His sacrifice, I am unworthy.

The world burns and evil reigns,
when will our Saviour come again?
Only He can heal my pain;
in His name we pray. Amen


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