Concealed from the world about me,
no self-imposed exile ever ends well.
Desperate for human contact,
a simple touch could break this spell.
Locked away like an unkind stranger,
my reflection is one that I'd rather avoid,
despite aiming to be more familiar,
the beast within me is easily annoyed.
Time has never been on my side,
my hopes died wishing on grains of sand,
with the demise of every enchanted petal,
I drift further away from being a man.
Then you arrived in my final hour,
as stagehands prepared the curtain call,
and just as easily you slipped away,
though I remain helplessly enthralled.
Accident-prone yet bulletproof, resilience courses through my veins. After plucking out the shrapnel from my own Hell-Bent self-destruction, all I was left with was me. Through embracing my darkness, I found the light. Here lie a sordid collection of POETRY, PROSE, AND REFLECTIONS on the traumas & triumphs along the way.
Thursday, April 20, 2017
Solo.
I'd climb Everest's highest peak,
and swim across the Nile for you,
my love, you make me weak,
so I won't ever let you feel blue.
Nothing could stand in my way,
with me you'll never be lonely.
You brighten every single day,
say you'll be my one and only.
Trek through the Sahara sand,
I'd even fight a lion for its prey.
For you, no feat would be too grand,
as long as I could see your pretty face.
Nothing could stand in my way,
with me you'll never be lonely.
You brighten every single day,
Say you'll be my one and only.
I would scale the Eiffel tower,
over me you've got such power!
For you, no deed would be too kind,
I just need, I've got to make you mine.
Take you to the Emerald isle,
whether today, next week or in awhile,
you make me shine brighter than the sun, but you just don't seem to understand that...you're my only one, my only one.
Nothing could stand in my way,
with me you'll never be lonely.
You brighten every single day,
say you'll be my one and only.
and swim across the Nile for you,
my love, you make me weak,
so I won't ever let you feel blue.
Nothing could stand in my way,
with me you'll never be lonely.
You brighten every single day,
say you'll be my one and only.
Trek through the Sahara sand,
I'd even fight a lion for its prey.
For you, no feat would be too grand,
as long as I could see your pretty face.
Nothing could stand in my way,
with me you'll never be lonely.
You brighten every single day,
Say you'll be my one and only.
I would scale the Eiffel tower,
over me you've got such power!
For you, no deed would be too kind,
I just need, I've got to make you mine.
Take you to the Emerald isle,
whether today, next week or in awhile,
you make me shine brighter than the sun, but you just don't seem to understand that...you're my only one, my only one.
Nothing could stand in my way,
with me you'll never be lonely.
You brighten every single day,
say you'll be my one and only.
New Delusion.
The soft crunching of eggshells
under marshmallow cushioned feet
echoes through paper walls
and out into the cotton candy streets.
Since all snowflakes are unique,
only compliments are to be received!
Even the clouds are padded here
in the land of make believe!
under marshmallow cushioned feet
echoes through paper walls
and out into the cotton candy streets.
Since all snowflakes are unique,
only compliments are to be received!
Even the clouds are padded here
in the land of make believe!
twenty-one.
Look all around you
at the
emptiness
by which
w
e
'
v
e
been replaced.
The us
of
once
upon
a time,
and lands far, far away;
Look closely,
and you will see
it is inside ev'ry vase,
and can be found between
r u n n e r s
at every single race.
It's in
the sorrowful song of
s e a s h e l l s pressed to one's ears.
A sound as silent as
c r i c k e t s
pau - sing to rest whilst
rehearsing Rachmaninoff with their peers.
A vast, desolate w as t e land
is where it thrives!
Darkenclosedspaces
are where it shines.
It surrounds me
whenever my hand
sinks
to the very bottom
of a brand new
patent leather
bag.
All I need to do
is slide my fingers
into a glove to
know that it exists.
This emptiness I cannot
tolerate at all, and it must stop
...so I keep filling it with air
until I hear a joyful POP!
For it is in this emptiness
that I am forced to face my fears,
soon—emptiness will be extinct;
drowned in entire seas of my pent-up tears.
at the
emptiness
by which
w
e
'
v
e
been replaced.
The us
of
once
upon
a time,
and lands far, far away;
Look closely,
and you will see
it is inside ev'ry vase,
and can be found between
r u n n e r s
at every single race.
It's in
the sorrowful song of
s e a s h e l l s pressed to one's ears.
A sound as silent as
c r i c k e t s
pau - sing to rest whilst
rehearsing Rachmaninoff with their peers.
A vast, desolate w as t e land
is where it thrives!
Darkenclosedspaces
are where it shines.
It surrounds me
whenever my hand
sinks
to the very bottom
of a brand new
patent leather
bag.
All I need to do
is slide my fingers
into a glove to
know that it exists.
This emptiness I cannot
tolerate at all, and it must stop
...so I keep filling it with air
until I hear a joyful POP!
For it is in this emptiness
that I am forced to face my fears,
soon—emptiness will be extinct;
drowned in entire seas of my pent-up tears.
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