Find me where the cacophony of sounds
meets the deafening silence.
Devoid of noise pollution,
where our bodies do the talking.
Search for me in the unbeaten drum,
I hide in guitar strings that have yet to be plucked.
Most evident in the pregnant expectation
of an audience awaiting an orchestra's first notes.
Where aria meets melody,
and where the beat tickles the rhythm;
you will notice me dancing between the lines,
like a whirling dervish, intoxicated.
I am in the sighs, and the frustration,
every exhalation between lovers in a spat.
There is much of me in their reconciling,
in the fire that rekindles their romance.
Listen closely and you will hear me,
in the few moments of silence
before the birds arise.
That is when I am most serene,
when I feel as tranquil as the sun
that is about to fill the sky.
At the bottom of the ocean,
where it is eerily quiet,
I can be heard singing with
the whales who break the intimidating silence.
When you are sad or lonely,
hush your mind and listen to your heart,
I will always live inside you,
for that is where I end and where I start.
Accident-prone yet bulletproof, resilience courses through my veins. After plucking out the shrapnel from my own Hell-Bent self-destruction, all I was left with was me. Through embracing my darkness, I found the light. Here lie a sordid collection of POETRY, PROSE, AND REFLECTIONS on the traumas & triumphs along the way.
Thursday, August 18, 2016
Wednesday, July 13, 2016
Save Your Misery.
Save your misery, to darken someone else's room.
I have had my fill, it's hard to carry on.
Your rainclouds won't go away, they stain the world with gloom.
Please just leave me alone, my sympathy is all gone.
I have had my fill, it's hard to carry on.
You prey on my happiness, and chase away my dreams.
Please just leave me alone, my sympathy is all gone.
Find somebody new to abuse, as I drain the poison from my bloodstream.
You prey on my happiness, and chase away my dreams.
Your rainclouds won't go away, they stain the world with gloom.
Find somebody new to abuse, as I drain the poison from my bloodstream.
Save your misery, to darken someone else's room.
I have had my fill, it's hard to carry on.
Your rainclouds won't go away, they stain the world with gloom.
Please just leave me alone, my sympathy is all gone.
I have had my fill, it's hard to carry on.
You prey on my happiness, and chase away my dreams.
Please just leave me alone, my sympathy is all gone.
Find somebody new to abuse, as I drain the poison from my bloodstream.
You prey on my happiness, and chase away my dreams.
Your rainclouds won't go away, they stain the world with gloom.
Find somebody new to abuse, as I drain the poison from my bloodstream.
Save your misery, to darken someone else's room.
Sunday, July 10, 2016
#BLACKLIVESMATTER
I feel my soul crying
immediately behind my face,
the tears refuse to be released,
they only press against
the inside of my cheeks.
With heavy breath like
there is a stone weighing
down on my chest.
How am I to feel when they have
waged war against innocence.
immediately behind my face,
the tears refuse to be released,
they only press against
the inside of my cheeks.
With heavy breath like
there is a stone weighing
down on my chest.
How am I to feel when they have
waged war against innocence.
Retreating into myself for I am
unsure of how I can help.
As futile as prayer or tossing
coins into a wishing well.
unsure of how I can help.
As futile as prayer or tossing
coins into a wishing well.
Take my hand, the least I can
do is comfort you.
do is comfort you.
Breaking down, I fall apart
from hearing the news.
from hearing the news.
What can I do to assist
my brothers and sisters,
when privilege reigns in this
poorly built system of resistance.
my brothers and sisters,
when privilege reigns in this
poorly built system of resistance.
No weapon formed against us
was ever supposed to prosper.
was ever supposed to prosper.
Who am I to trust when
I can't even have
faith in the gospel.
I can't even have
faith in the gospel.
Perhaps I am naive to continue
carrying my dreams,
although they might as well
be held in coffins.
Leaving me burdened as they
strip me of my conscience.
carrying my dreams,
although they might as well
be held in coffins.
Leaving me burdened as they
strip me of my conscience.
The current state of affairs
has left me feeling hopeless.
has left me feeling hopeless.
Has the whole world gone blind
or have we just become desensitized?
or have we just become desensitized?
Numb to the injustice
that has become as natural
as the clouds that stain
the cliched, clear blue skies.
We need a revolution,
or at least a resolution.
or at least a resolution.
There is no humanity when
hatred has left the world polluted.
hatred has left the world polluted.
How can we continue to feign
ignorance to these circumstances?
ignorance to these circumstances?
Once, I learned that race was
just a social construct
and I almost believed it,
until I opened my eyes
and saw all the inherent
corruption that exists.
just a social construct
and I almost believed it,
until I opened my eyes
and saw all the inherent
corruption that exists.
Fabricated to create
a rift between us,
separating, segregating,
sedating and now
it cannot be reversed.
a rift between us,
separating, segregating,
sedating and now
it cannot be reversed.
Perhaps focusing on all
that we have in common,
instead of drawing lines
designed by our differences
could bridge the distances
between us.
that we have in common,
instead of drawing lines
designed by our differences
could bridge the distances
between us.
We shall overcome!
There is power in numbers.
There is power in numbers.
Shameful to think brutality
is what it took to awaken
the sleeping from their slumber.
is what it took to awaken
the sleeping from their slumber.
Who can say what
we might accomplish,
if we aspired to undo
the centuries of brainwashing
until all of the hate is abolished.
When we bond together
ignoring their profiling
of races; we can heal
and free ourselves from
oppression and its cages.
we might accomplish,
if we aspired to undo
the centuries of brainwashing
until all of the hate is abolished.
When we bond together
ignoring their profiling
of races; we can heal
and free ourselves from
oppression and its cages.
Edhi.
You are familiar with ISIS, Boko Haram,
and I believe you even know the Muffin Man.
Bin Laden, Saddam Hussein, and Gaddafi
are other famous names who fit
the narrative that demonizes Islam.
But I can guarantee, without a doubt,
that you have never heard
that you have never heard
of the recently deceased Abdul Sattar Edhi,
for he was insignificant despite his existence
as a polarizing figure focused on the needy.
for he was insignificant despite his existence
as a polarizing figure focused on the needy.
His altruism did not allow him to see caste,
religion, or creed; Edhi embodied
asceticism despite being surrounded by greed.
Philanthropy should feel fortunate
to have benefited from his brilliance.
All jokes aside, he was nicknamed
the “Angel of Mercy” for being
one in more than two hundred million.
He created a charitable empire
despite lacking any funding.
Proving determination is all it takes to create something from nothing.
Edhi was even dubbed the “Father Theresa” of Pakistan .
But once again, I must declare that our media
purposely ignored him because he was not
another mindless member of the Kardashian clan.
Exemplary of the positive aspects of
the Abrahamic religion he followed,
Edhi rescued abandoned infants.
rehabilitated orphans,
Edhi rescued abandoned infants.
rehabilitated orphans,
and even trained nurses.
Once reproached for his assistance of Non-Muslims
in his ambulances, when he was questioned for supporting
Hindus and Christians, he classically retorted
Hindus and Christians, he classically retorted
by explaining his vehicles were better adherents
of these bigots' twisted understanding of their own religion.
So I beseech thee, why is he still relatively unknown?
Is it because his beard and style of dress fit the description
Is it because his beard and style of dress fit the description
of whom we are told to fear, by reporters we invite into our
homes?
Whatever it is, I will do my best to ensure his becomes a household
name,
he may not have wanted it whilst living, but soon his charity-work will be acclaimed.
he may not have wanted it whilst living, but soon his charity-work will be acclaimed.
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